Im a bad boy, cause i dont even miss her

Your all i can see. I love you more and more everyday. Your my best friend and my other half. I cant imagine life without you now. I am satisfied.

wow... i sound all obsessed :)

Im falling apart on the inside, can you see past my fake smile?

I'm a little drunk :) and i have to work tomorrow. yay! We are the three musketeers at work. We rock! I spend so much time at Wal-Mart it seems like i live there.

Eric and i are doing well still... surprisingly! We don't fight and we are always together. I'm really happy and its weird. I'm afraid of whats going to happen to fuck it all up. I'm good at that. He calls me his girlfriend a lot when he is drunk. Its funny, he can say more when he is drinking but if he gets wasted he is so annoying..
i don't care, i still love him.

Drown your sorrow in my pain.

i can't be spontaneous!

and when you cant stand on your own, I'll be there.

I'm rather happy lately. I have a good job, great friends and a boyfriend i would trade for the world. It really doesn't get much better than this. I work with Codizzel, so i see him all the time, and its not awkward at all! I think we kinda got over it :)

Eric is wonderful! He loves me, and he is my best friend. I can be honest with him. He listens when i talk, and above all I can TRUST him. Its great. I wonder how long it will last?

I bet you believe that i'm better off with you than someone else.

Work is really cool. I see Cody all the time. I'm like one of 3 people in the meat market. Wal-Mart is different from any other place i have ever worked. Cant wait to actually work!

I made a copper tree and its "art"

I bet you laugh at the thought of me thinking for myself

So i start work Thursday. I'm really excited. Thanks Cody! I was really nervous at first but i guess its just a job. Whats the worst thing that could happen?

on to another subject,

he is all mine and he Rocks

I cant believe things are going so well for me for once. I couldn't be happier!