Jealousy got me nowhere with you.

So how was every one's Christmas? Mine was insanely unusual but good for a change. I got to spend most of it with my silly boyfriend and my mum. I ate steak too. (not your average X-mas dinner huh? Yeah but honestly i couldn't ask for more.

I am really looking forward to bringing in the new year soon! I have great friends, a wonderful parental unit, and a job. :) hurray!

Untill the day I take my last breath, I will lie for you.

So things are still great. Isn't that weird? I love Eric and he loves me even more. I have actually learned how to control my temper a little too.
Example; Yesterday i stopped by Cody's house to chill. We were gonna get something to eat so I drove us to Huddle House. Not even two seconds after we got there he says "well, my girlfriend is waiting on me at my apartment. like now!" So i rushed him back over there. Well I was on the phone with Eric but i didn't want to be rude and just drop him off so i got out to introduce myself. Any way she is a stupid, ugly, fat, rude cunt! yeah... but i didn't tell her that. I was nice and polite.


Stupid Eric wont wake up and spend time with me before work. I got to work 1-10 tonight and i hate night shift :(

Oh yeah, and my mom isn't gonna marry that one douche bag. Its kinda all my fault, but I think if he was willing to leave her so easily he was just looking for an excuse. I didn't like him from the start!

My one love, My bleeding wrist, My aching heart... I love you more than life itself.