Again...(and so it has ended)

I'm not going to apologize for what i said! i refuse, and that may be a bit childish of me, but having said that, i will say I'm sorry for posting it on the Internet for everyone to see. (although no one reads my blog with the exception of you) I should of said what i had to say to who i needed to say it to. I just hate confrontation. It really hurt me that you would say something like that! Why? What in the world would make you think i would do something like that? We shall be honest from this point on. I'm having a baby and your supposed to be involved in her life, hows that going to work when we can hardly be in the same room together? I love Eric, My child is my world now, and Eric my family. i have nothing more to add :)

Do you even know your wrong?

You know at first i wasnt going to blog about this but the more i think about it, the angrier i get! How could you be so hateful, for no reason. Honestly, what have i done to you. Your mad at your son and putting off on me. He is growing up and for some odd reason instead of dealing with it you just get mad and act an ass. There is no excuse for an adult to act the way you do, about this and alot of other things for that matter.

have you ever?

felt like every thing goes wrong for you? It seems like just when I'm happy again i realize life isn't what i think it is and I'm actually more alone now than i have ever been. I wish i had friends who understood, or just someone to hang with would be nice these days. Being pregnant has made me realize, i have to grow up now. Not only that, but i have to make the best of what i have and set a good example for my child. I want to be around people who can relate. I just need a buddy i guess. Seems as though all the ones i had before are... well different now. Or maybe its just me thats changing. Growing up!

Giving up is so much harder than you think!

Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. I havent been happy in solong it feels like. I wish sometimes i hadent got myself in this"situation" as he called it. I'm not getting married, nor do i want to!

I like to think the world turns slowly

as some of you may know, im having a baby. Hurray for me, and with the most amazing guy, or at least i like to think so. He has a tendency to let me down, but who dosen't?

Guess what... I'm happy :)

Get over it!