have you ever?

felt like every thing goes wrong for you? It seems like just when I'm happy again i realize life isn't what i think it is and I'm actually more alone now than i have ever been. I wish i had friends who understood, or just someone to hang with would be nice these days. Being pregnant has made me realize, i have to grow up now. Not only that, but i have to make the best of what i have and set a good example for my child. I want to be around people who can relate. I just need a buddy i guess. Seems as though all the ones i had before are... well different now. Or maybe its just me thats changing. Growing up!