life has been hectic lately. I seen Cody yesterday, for like 2 seconds. Then i drove to the park and cried my eyeballs out because i know i will never be happy. Everyone deserves to be happy right? i thought so... but now I'm not so sure. Some people don't even deserve to live! I feel so alone, even when Eric is beside me because i know he has nothing for me. In my heart i know its all a waste of time. Why do i continue to do this to myself?
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