sucker love is heaven sent

Life is so confusing sometimes. I wasted almost 9 months with my last boyfriend, it took him only 20 minutes to leave. It doesn't hurt the same any more. My heart is cold and dead, or at least it feels that way. Its a great heart for writing poetry though. I know there i go again, making light of a not so great situation. Everything is going to be alright, I just know it.