I'm so confused! I feel lost and helpless. What can i do now? My power is being cut off today and i have to get rid of all my children. It really sucks too because i have nowhere really to go. I don't want to stay with my mom because she hates me 5 days out of the week. I want my own place, and to be in school again. I know i have to make these things happen for myself, no one else will.
I went to my Dad's house last night. He looks kinda bad. He has gained i know 20lbs since i seen him last. He looks old, but like a young Santa, pregnant with quads :) But i love him none the less. He is always there for me when i screw up.
I got dumped and i kinda stung because it was by a 30 year old alcoholic with 3 kids. I'm lame right? He left me with a $500 power bill! that's why my power is being turned off. I will be hanging out in montevallo soon though, thank god! When i move to six mile i would rather commute to there anyway. I miss my friends. I don't feel like i know anyone anymore. I want a family that stays together. You know i have NEVER been to a family reunion of my own. I don't have any grandparents anymore. My aunts and uncles have nothing to do with me. I don't know.
"I don't giva a damn" <--- as Walter would say
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